Binge

i have quite a number of topic to write here now that i'm in a blog binge. like for example, why i'm doing now what i'm doing when i could be doing something else? second, is what i should be doing really what i should be doing? third, i think i'm going crazy and it's driving me nuts. fourth, should there be a reason for blogging at all? fifth, there should be i think: something to do with the will of God, don't you think. sixth, okay, so it should give glory to the Lord. seventh, now that i've come this far, who can say i'm not giving glory to the Lord writing my nonsensical so-called writeup when it is possible i'd do worse if i'm not doing this now. eighth, indeed, who can say? only the Lord can judge. so why shouldn't i continue? ninth, i really don't know if i should. maybe i should have some lesson here or some discussion about the state of ---whatever! tenth, oh man, maybe this is really idle. i should be going back to work. eleventh, yeah, i should. i should be checking out genrev by now and doing my serious work of ministering to the young people of our generation. twelfth, maybe they are the ones ministering to me and im doing a serious work here too, trying to work out whatever it is i'm trying to work out here. yeah, yeah, okay, go ahead. get on with it.